disappear.

Saturday, June 25, 2005
12:26 PM

ehhs. whas. watch INITIAL D ytd!
so cool rites.

EDISON N JAY CHOU IS SO SHUAI. OKAY SHAWN TOO.

dey rely noe how earn money. used dem to act. veri nice show okay.
den jay chou at ferst act blur. at ferst i hate da gurl wif him
but i pity da gurl at last. and jay chou CRY. whao. hahas.
so sad. make me cry oso. he cry til veri wad.
den da show so FUNNY. hahas.den he act blur.
den when in love lyk so funie. keep smiling.
he so cool lor. jus lyk his own character. onli bit blur at starting.

love dis movie so much. neva love movie so much b4 ok!

den went to orchard far east n pacific plaza. left broken cos of da pastamania.

keep tinkin of da show. wen i get hme. couldnt slp. even dream of dat.
arhhhs. hate it. make me love dem even mor. especial JAY.
edison smile so cute. rely.

i am
still
waiting

Saturday, June 11, 2005
1:48 PM

aiya! i no tym blog le. so i roughly tok. lol. dis week was nice too. !=)) da bbQ was great anyway. wasnt as bad. befor dat we bake cake n before dat watch movie at my hse.

meet at 12. n i wad erliest. :)) den saw zhilin . den fungqi late so we hurried off da shop ferst ar. den fungqi at dere lers. den we cant find da cd cos rent al out lers. so we jus come my hse ferst n watch one miss call. lols. den watch til onli 40 plus min den no more lers. hmmph. hahas. cos we will b late le. den we were quite fast.

met weiyin at 2 n we little late. we were erly arady cos da trip shuld b longer den dat. went white sand ntuc buy al da tings. orange chocolate blahsblahs. den we buy ler. we go to cam hse. den bake cake. hahas. i tink we sorta mess out da ting. especially fungqi! she make until da wire come out. haha. den we shape da dough ar. den keep say me lousier den fungqi. bleahs. den bake le. mine cao4 da1. den al broken. waa. sad rite.camilia da best hsewife le next tyms. rites.

den watch tv. den try bake other kinda ting. veri fun. actuali i kinda of frgt wad we do. lols. den afta dat weiyin went hme den fungqi go pass ting den zhilin camilia n me went ferst. but befor dat went da arcade play. try da dance tingy. waste litle money dere. lols. den go bbQ.

quite lotsa ppl reach le.den play water. tried to push me down. bleah. den soon sky dark lers. we eat da bee hoon. den play play. cant rmbr ler. err. den go moonsighting. no moon. stars? sea? den keep got lightning! lyk gonna rain. but no ehs. keep lightning no thunder. might strike ppl liddats. sea so deep. ppl drown sure veri die. den go eat corn otah blah. den played wad dare n dare . hahas. bout 10 plus den go hme wif zhilin anna camilia. den sit mrt. den bro keep callin. den me anna n jerline alight at tamp. den went hme wif jerline.

my post veri short rite. no elaborate. hahas. anyway is jus great day.

friday went johor wif my aunty n uncle. buy not much ting. onli eat lots. blahs.wed went badminton wif pri mates. at ferst me n debbie dunwan g after find out so mani boys. but veri bad. so jus went. den don y sec skool glenn got go. cos of zhicong bahs. den awhile. cant watch 530 show! tues went out wif biaojie. met at 5 so reach hme quite late lers. miss out quite a num of show.

dis week no watch alot show. somore al some shwo last episode.

2 more weeks to skool reopen. 1 more week to new tuition. hehs. 1 more day to my ah ma death aniversary. im not avaible! byes.

i am
still
waiting

Monday, June 06, 2005
8:41 PM

hahas.
decided to blog.

hais today stayed at hme.
at ferst kenneth asked me meet dey al
but i decided stay hme
complete hw
but end up no do at all
listen songs
eat junks n quarel wif bro
played wif him while eating
c words arnd n asked wher da words is blah
so lame
got bbq on thurs
no clothes wear
mus wear some ppl no c befor
so decide borro frm my biaojie
tmr dono wan go tuition anorts
lotsa ppl not going
got camp n some go overseas. lol
den my biaojie say tmr she free le
asked me don go tuition
bleah but tmr teaching simultaneous problem solving
so ask my mom ferst
want to quit after jun holi
find 1 to 1 tuition
hahas.

i am
still
waiting

Sunday, June 05, 2005
7:10 PM

ehs. long tym no update.. wonder wad im doing haha, lets c. on weekday. normally i slept late n went out in afternoon. when i came back. i watch tv.. if im early. i watch 0530 show. if imlate i carry on watching 0700 show.. den i watch 0800 to 0900 show. n between dis tym, i go haf my dinner tooo. after dat. 0900 show is exciting too. n so on i watch till 1000. 1000 channel u hong kong show is great but it haf ended on friday.oh well. dats y i haf no tym for my com.

today is sunday n i haf yet posted on my ferst week of holis. lols. its great n tiring. i got a sunburn frm friday to sat.it hurts seriously especially on shoulder n neck.i shuld tok more later on.

ytd was a great n enjoyable day.guess wad. 3 hrs of seoul garden.. whahas. wad happen?

woke up 8 plus in da morning. was meeting my cousin at chua chu kang mrt at 11. but my bro da pig was stil slping. n ended up we got out of hme at 0930. my mom brought us to haf mac breakfast n she went to help me return library book.i hate libray book.i neva return b4 tym n oways frgt. jus lyk thurs n fri. i passes by the library stop n found out i haf overshot it as i sat da bus hme. so ytd was da dateline so i asked my mom helped me return.me n my bro went to sit mrt. it was a long journey too chua chukang.. stop at jurong n changed.

reached dere bout 11 plus. xinyi n ah ball reach arady. den dey go library return book den me n my bro went to da toilet . saw lotsa man in army uni.why. den we walk to bus stop to tak bus. how wuld i noe wad bus to take.so we follo dem.n we crossed da rong side. den finally awhile reach. we heard alot noise inside da swimming complex. whas. den we tout alot ppl. we dunwan.lols. den da staircase so high.

da swmimming complex veri nice ar. got alot fun ting de. wave pool den wad lazy river.. den can rent float. so we borro da float.den off we go. da sun was not so strong. we played da float den we push ech other.dere was lotsa ppl wif their parents as its weekend so we decide our nexi visit wil b on weekday. whahas. den i tink got 1 ppl almost drown. we go da lazy river. is lyk hmm..flowing one direction. den we go against dat direction.n its lyk got force. difficult. den we reach one circle n went in.no ppl inside dere. den my bro try sit da float. so paiseh. he so old stil liddat.den we push him.den me n xinyi tried to sit ah.den dey make us fall. its actualli sucessful. oh damn. dey pushed us down.so dumb. n we fall in.its difficult to put 2 ppl inside da hole. bleahs.

den we go da wave.we go against it oso. haha.. den da wave rely lyk beach de. veri strong n nice.den alot kiddy inside. we considered veri old. den we inside veri long. we hold against da float which ah ball is siting on. den we walk lyk crab. me n xinyi walk till out leg oso tired cos mus bend da leg. uh huh. denn da four of us go lie on da surface dere to suntan. da sun was not strong. i guess my sunburn got to do wif friday one.fridays another fun day. hahas. anyway continue ferst. so we lie down. den got some guys copy us lie oso.den got cloud keep covering. hmmphs.den its lyk gonna rain. den ahball n xinyi started blaming us for being so late. not our fault. we stayed in tampines. whahsa. more or less my bro fault.

den we jus continue play b4 it rely start to rain..play all we could. it jus fun. dono how describe.den we heard thunder so quikly go change. i tout itd raining but its not when we come out we tak bus to yew tee. n we decided to eat seoul garden at causeway point. hee! so we went to woodland. while we at yew tee we buy some food frm pasa malam.

when we reach causeway point. we headed for seoul garden. whahahahahas.den we counted tout is onli 50 plus dollars. guess wad. it end up to be 8o plus!! omg. we stare at ech other for awhile.. lucky we got enuff money or we wil b veri paiseh. wad de hell. y so ex. we cant figure out. mayb its da soursop. den we sit. n started grabbing food. we not happi so tak lot lot lot to eat. heehees.

we started boiling n grilling. den we tak alot mussels. I LOVE MUSSELS. im not disgusting ok.den we tak fries too. tinking of da price we starting to gorge ourself.80 plus.y huh. hias. den we boil egg. tout can be lyk half boil. but its disgusting. den we anyhow cook here n dere. hate da sizzling sound. so scary. den da ting keep spill here n spurt anywher. den my bro keep help us cook n offer us. hes oldest. dats his job. :))

we took ice cream . we took so much food. n ended not fnishing dem. den me n xinyi veri full so we went out walk walk. at ferst we scare cant come in but my bro say can. we took receipt. den da 2 boys inside. we go out. went e base. i wan buy clothes.long tym since i buy ting but my mom keep saying i waste alot money. so unfair.den we went in after awhile. at leaste digest a bit lers. den we eat again.. now more n more ppl comin in. den my bro n ah ball turn to go out. we gurl stay here. we took more fries n drumstick den nomore drumstick. i keep eating hotdog. i tried grilling n boiling. well well. i tink one fourth of food we eat r not well cooked. :)) anyways, da boys gone den we started tak meat n pour soya sauce n ketchupt on meat n marinate dem. den grill dem. haha.i went to ask for more soup den da man dere tout i wan butter.stoopid. haha. den da boys back.

my bro say he went to digest food in toilet le. so he can eat more.. den he keep say dey go den we veri active. cook so mani. dey go longer den us i tink. we took alot mussels.den tak mani food. we boil da noodles oso. den i help my bro tak rice. end up he onli eat some spoon. hmmms. den i eat alot mussels. den da meat we marintae. veri nice. got spicy spicy taste.yummmmy. den we tak more meat n make.

den xinkai cant eat much le. he on his mp3. his mp3 good n cheap lors. so shiok.den close to diinner tym alot ppl. den we eat for veri long le. last serving i go take fruits n anyhow tak da ice kachang ice n put ontop. den we refill alot our own water le n pour away. hahas. i lvoe tak water. den xinyi go tak ice kachang. end up no eat finish. den i eat honeydew orange n greeeen apple. hahas. veri full. need digest. den 0600 plus we go away. from 0300 plus eat til 0600 plus. cool rite. more den 3 hr. its actualli our combination of lunch n dinner. at least won fat so much. =))

hais. den so late le.need go. but walk arnd causeway. went 77th street n i saw tees i wanna buy. hais. i stil need wallet now. whass. den alot ting lars.mus go shoppin one day.den me n my bro tak 168 hme. den xinyi n ah ball go back chuachukang.

reach hme le. den rest n eat grape. den bath. den tok to valerie she going china le. i mean now arady go la. hahas. wil miss her de ah.den watch house of fury. veri funnie n nice. haha. although i onli watch las part. i understand le.

now i got sunburn.hurts man. veri pain.im grilling myself friday went swim wif val n fungqi oso. den veri fun.. den we buy food go kevin hse. actualli me n fungqi dunwan go cos wan watch 0530 show. den we keep complain. bought tea leave egg. ca ye dan! love it. hees. den me n fung go hme erly at 0500. stoopid bus so long. den we missed some part of show. arh.

thurs went play badminton wed stay hme tues got sail tingy mon went watch vcd at ppl hse.

dats dis week tingy. hahas. :)))

today suuppose go out buy jeans. but my aunty n uncle came den go eat breakfast till veri late.den my mom oso cook. so no go out. bleahs.im so bored now! not rely. =)) i noe wad to do to keep me alive. hehheh....

i am
still
waiting

Monday, May 30, 2005
2:14 PM

I dunno what to say
Or even where to start
But i ~~never~~ would have guessed
I'd be you who break my heart

You can just walk away
But i dun feel the same
My love for you was true
And to you it was all a game

I wish there were a way
I could go back in time
To hold you in my arms
As if you were still mine

Please someone tell me when
This pain will go away
When i'll forget the past
And move on to another day

A day where just for ~~once~~
Your face wun cross my mind
I wun think of our memories
I'll just leave them all behind

I wun think of our good nights
Or the way you made me feel
I'll move on to someone new
Someone whose love is true

I wun miss your arms around me
Holding me so tight
I wun long to feel your body
Pressed against mine thru the night

The memory of your kiss
Will finally ~~disappear~~
And never again for you
Shall i shed another tear

I say all this right now
Wishing it would be true
But i know tonight,
I'll got to bed,
crying over you...

copyright by val blog..
bleaH!

i am
still
waiting

Sunday, May 29, 2005
11:05 PM

now holiday can believe?
can.

im bored so i decided rite one post since so long no rite.
im getting veri lazi.

hmmms. wad shuld i rite..
now adays i find out i veri bad. oso veri mad.
lyk jus now. i dono y. i do stupid action infront my bro.
dunwan say. so paiseh. he mak me crazy too.
jus hope he scored well for his o level.
after testing him but he keep rong. hope he scored at least b3.
dats wad my mom say. lols.
he enjoy beating me. i enjoy him beating me too.
ehs no. is me beating him.
he loves taking foto of himself. n say i look disgusting.

i flip thru my foto when i was young.
found dat i so cute! haha no lars.
i jus wan be lyk last tym n touch myself again.
at least last tym i haben grow. n al is baby fats.
touch myself sure veri nice.
last tym we took alot foto.
i look different. hees. i oways pose infront of camera.
i love my clothes last tym.
so cute. i look sutpid last tym oso.
but i misses memories. i went everywher wif my family
in da past.
now rarely. no more family outings.
bleahs. i cant i magine i was once me.

ok lars.
i don rite arady.
im getting bored.
mayb shuld slp?
yeahs. n get into dreamland.

i am
still
waiting

Saturday, May 14, 2005
11:55 PM

heyys im here
sudenly miss exam. neh jus joking relax! hahas ok im not crazy
stil haf art.
wad to do ar?

hais. today went to library wif val to do da research.
we found for quite long.
n finally found.
we phtocopy dem n she help me photocopy teens magazine pages.
hees.
went to montip buy hair band.
bought purrple. =))
went to food cultural.
share chicken rice.
do some art.

went hme.
i ran hme.
sudenly nowadays im afraid of going hme at nite
phobia.
haha. nonsense.
finally reach hme.

i heard da thunder sound.
its going to rain.
my bro stil not back
my dad went to work.

=))
going chalet next week.
during vesak day holi.
can play at da beach
orange sun.
blue seas.
blue sky
green trees
brown sand.
finally exam finish.
happies.
im going to be anader person after june holiday.
whahas.

i am
still
waiting

Tuesday, May 03, 2005
4:35 PM

yeahh i went to stay at my cousin hse on sunday til monday =))

on sunday.. i wait for my bro befor we went out. he was so late. should not haf asked him bring him.. but i scare i will lost on my way to chua chu kang dere.. so asked him pei me.. anyway he can go out after dat.. bbleahs. hees

we sat mrt for lyk forever till jurong cos me biao jie ask me meet at jurong. den we go boon lay de jurong point.. so on da mrt.. i tak out maths n do.. wink! hees.. my bro say i wan show ppl i hardworkin. blahs. den afta dat i read book la.. better. haha.. den until jurong went down.. its lyk gonna rain.. so nice da weather.. den i tak my big bag carrying my stuffs n walk arnd da mrt findin my biaojie. stil not here. haha.. den we at dere so longg.. den my bro say bout his fren ting. veri funie.. den i can c malaysia frm here.. i lyk da weather tt tym.. den my biaojie reach liao. den we go.. she keep complain her bus late blahbblah

aft dat.. we went boon lay den drop at it.. went to jurong point.. big shopping centre.. but guess its not suitsble for us.. my bro follo us ferst.. dden we say chew chor meng n kym ng.. doing da show.. so boring. den we walk walk. den my bro keep wan eat. we buy de xxL crispy chicken... its so different.. den my biao jie keep luff at my bro.. cos he call da food veri funie. den da person ask wan chilli anorts.. we saw anader ppl one alot chiilli so we don dare put..

we walked arnd .. i want buy wallet bag n mani tings. guess i muz make a list of item to shop for during june holis. hees.. den sudenly got dis sound. so scary.. veeri loud.. its lyk booooooooooo.. veri long.. tink its da vandilator. but evrione got a shock.. lyk scare scare.. as if da mall gonna fall.. dats wad my bro say. dots. den we continue walk arnd.. den we saw dis sumo clothes. so cute.. wanted to buy.. but don waste money

soon its 5 sumting.. stil erly.. dats wad we tout. hahass.. den we buy water frm sweet tok.. its ice kachang.. eeks. den my bro went back to simei to meet his fren.. dono dey keep on fone say wad buy wad balls. den me n my biaojie go back lot 1.. dere not much shop la.. den we eat kfc shroom meal.. yummy... den we keep wan eat icecreamm.. but scare fat.. den we walk arnd. soon its so late le.. 8 plus.. we went sweettalk again buy drink for last min den quik rush hme.. oh ya b4 dat we buy sticker n da man selling was veri funie. i love da elephant!!! hha k..

we went interchange n we were surrounded by group of boys just for donation of 2 dollar. wth.lucky at last i manage to escape.. my cousin so poor ting.. she manage attract so mani of dem n dey don let her go. so scary. evrione lookin at us.. gee.. den at last dey let us off.. hees.. we take 300 to her hse.. den in da bus i keep luff. my biaojie say i sot liao.. cos we tok same as anader ppl. nvm difficult explain. wha seh. den we walk hme so scary.. veri dark... errie.. quiet... coool... herhse veri inside so veri quiet.. den i keep running n ask her tok.. den i ask her to catch up wif ppl in front so at least got ppl.. den da ppl turn arnd tout we mad.. lyk one follo dem.. den we keep luff.. den walk pass da stairs so scary..

den finally reach hme.. yeah.. den da hse quiet oso.. but better. we r safe. den weon tv.. n we deco our hp.. put stickers.. den got ice age on tv. o cute.. watch b4 le.. veri nice.. den we use com.. n she mak blog.. www.-paperboat.blogspot.com.. i got help her de wors.. hahas. den we tok n she tok bout da ppl she hate blahs.. den her mom n bro came back. dey went malaysia buy tings.. dey by babymilo shirt for me n its green! yeah.. den buy purple cute clog shoes.. haha.. so cute rite..

we use com till bout 1 plus den slept.. at ferst cant slp but tired le..

next morning woke up.. eat breakfast n my biaojie has tuition so i went wif her dad mom n my biao di go farmart.. sumting sell lots farm ting.. lyk country side.. its so hot.. den we go d vegetable farm.. aft dat we went to buy lunch..

back hme... bout 2 i go hme.. den her dad went to work so we go out togehter.. den we tak mrt til wodland.. frm dere i tak 168 back myself.. so shiok inside.. den lyk so long da dist.. but no stop. is expressway.. den i slp n read book. hees.. den reach tamp library dere. back to east side le.. yawn.. reach hme bout 4? den bath n evriting.. tok to mum den she went out.. den i watch tv al those.. tym passed so fast....

k.. i gotta go tuition soon.. bleahs. bye!

i am
still
waiting

Friday, April 29, 2005
8:59 PM

blahs.. today was a nice horrible n painful day. my body al aching le.. ok. mayb not onli me. evrione hu tak napfa test oso. evrione complaining. whahas. now im sticking to my chair lyk chewing gum, once i moved it hurts. bleahs.. hand pain leg pain stomach pain backbone oso. scare my backbone more curve. choy! ok bout today...

morning went ava room for our chinese.. finsh oral =)) yeahs.but tink i said alot rong words.. bleahs. nvm..did compo.. sians.

went back to class for geog. n da whole geog lesson we were preparing for our lit dramatisation.. so corrupted we jus finsihed cript on wed n none of us memorised it. we r pathetic. yes pathetic is da word to describe us.. dinah did da most on da script. hees. we kept toking bout discussing n miss fang keep scoldin n timothy. da whole class was lyk keep shh.. geog lesson is oways one lesson noone pay attention n toks most.

recess.. we went to rehearse outside hall. well. i don tink we r suppose to go dere but we stil went. = . we practices.. is dat cal practice? we din even rehearse. we discussing bout da stage movment n some memorising. its terrible n horrible..

science period .. bored. zZz.. cant discuss.. onli stare at worksheet. den put refresher to refresh myself.. den timothy said sumting bout kian hua n make me n dinah luff.. stomach arady aching le. den luff le even more pain.. kian hua has a red dot on his fore head. we din even notice. i haf 2 pimple on my nose. one dat is right in da middle. =( bleahs.

english lesson. we wasted much tym on lecturing.. but our class is juz lidat. we cant do aniting. den we discuss again.. cant rmbr wad we did.

after dat pack quikly n go change n rehearse..

horrible. all of us no memorise script yet. die.. = we were late for it.. den got scolded by da teachers. we late cos timothy was changin his bra n he dono how wear.. dead meat.. den i tink we gif veri veri veri extra much bad impression.. no face to meet dem le.. den its a total failure.. dere wil b high chance dat we fail.. puis! choy. but its a sad ting kaes =((.. anyways. we did badly n i rely mean it.. bad impression too.. nvm.. wats done is done.. waas..

after dat me n val went to haf lunch at tm.. blahs. den share a plate of rice cos no more money.. den went to music junction.. c da cd so cheap.. i stil finsin jolin tian kong lyrics. wanted to buy da album but dono nice norts. den juz bought sly n cyndi album. nomore money. yucks. money n money.. hais.. den i was inside when i turn arnd den got dis person behind me. i turn den turn away but turn back cos its jiajuin. dinno its him. scare me. he was suppose meet his pri frens but lyk end up neva. dono ar.. after dat went to meet farhanah shake at century square. den we went c da vcd n c how much it rent.. den we watch litlle bit of i do i do.. den inside for quite long.

when we went out. its so shocking. ok anyway.. one person veri happy cos sumting happen.. hahas. me? no lars.. gif up arady.. numb. cant continue so muz force myself.. so i act lyk noting rong. but i was actualy quite happie. not rely. not sure. den one person keep hiding. hees. don say hu lar. wait i so bad. =) den we went c cd again. veri long cos in fact we were toking inside. den val took jia juin foto. wierd wierd de. haha. den went yellow.. den some ppl say farhanah. haha. anyways.. yar.. so? den someone was lyk saying wad big round eyes. mine not so big. =x hahas. i din leak out aniting. did i? i keep saying i don care i don care.. i hope so too..

went montip n we c da hairband al those. me n val bought rubber bands.. i bought green n kinda greenish brown? =) finsing for purple but no haf.at4 plus den val was late for her singing class so she went wif jia juin. me n farhanah continue walking arnd.. den went outside da tm 4th floor. den keep luff.. til stomach ache oso. hais. diffcult to luff. den she say her dream.. so funiie. stupid................ smile! haha. ok. im mad.. den some boys celebrating birfday. got cake. at ferst onli 2 ppl . den tout onli 2 ppl celebrate so we keep staring hoping to get cake but end up 13 more ppl came. den dey put dried ice in water. so nice. den we went walk again.. wanted watch movie. but no movie.. n its so late arady..bout 5 plus. after dat. we went orange julius eat.. i buy roong food. bleahs. al her fault! anyway we rush hme cos my mom say she need go out but i muz go hme ferst.. den sit bus. so crowded.. went hme.. ate duck rice. evri friday.. im so lonely in hme. bleahs.=( but i lyk it. noone care if i do wad or use com til wad tym. yays.

tmr speech day.. could haf perform but tmr need go my uncle hse discuss ah ma death aniversary whcih is coming. hais.. nvm.. for da sake of my ah ma. im fillial.. miss her so much.. hias. don say dis le. wan watch tv.. byes..labour day no skool! hee wan go book fair in expo. bleahs. =)))

i dono wad to say
why m i stil waiting
when u don even bother
i rather remade da mistake
cos at dat tym
at least u're stil wif me
noting much said
could bring u back
i miss u n oways will

- dedicatedtofirst love*

i am
still
waiting

Saturday, April 23, 2005
1:31 PM

twenty april two thousand and five

chinese orchestra number 2 pasir ris secondary....GOLD
woahs n da feeling was so nice..
at ferst evrione was so tense
den afta dat evrione was crying n hugging..
al our effort put on last few months was not wasted.
we did it..
we could do it n yes we did..
still i miss da moments during combine.
da fun n evrting.
co rocks!
erhu rocks!

i miss my old self
i miss da past
xiang hui dao guo qu

i am
still
waiting

Saturday, April 16, 2005
9:27 PM

do anyone rely understand us?
i dono but its so hurting de lorr.. how much tears we leave le..hais. its juz not fair.. so not fair.. mayb its hard for uall to choose.. but u haf to understand.. its not an excuse.. y didnt count it earlier.. n let us noe erlier.. y its oways last min.. 3 more days onli n all these had to happen.. wad can we do.. i noe noone wan dis to happen.. but u noe wad.. some ppl tink we onli wan dat bonus point. do dey tink befor dey act.. no.. dats not wad we wan.. its not y we train so hard for evryday till night.. we wan to prove ourself.. our effort.. it won b da same one. some ppl understand.. cos we put so much effort n dey wan lidat to us.. haiss. i dono lar.. sometyms i felt that evriting is against me.. but i dono y.. y isit we al 4.. not dem 2.. wad we do lor...yes we r lousy.. but its not a fair way to prove it.. arrgh... if al these happen erlier.. at least i can study n i won fail my maths oways!!!! cant stand it animore. is not juz normal practice. is intense practice u noe! frgt it... 3 more days. aniting could happen between.. whether im in or not i wil stil support us.........

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Monday, April 11, 2005
9:00 PM

ni ku zhe dui wo shou
tong hua li dou shi pian ren de
wo bu ken neng
shi ni de wang zi
ye xu ni bu hui dong
cong ni shou ai wo yi hou
wo de tian kone
xing xing dou liang le

wo yuan bian cheng
tong hua li
ni ai de na ge tian shi
zhang kai shuang shou
bian cheng chi pang shou hu ni
ni yao xiang xing
xiang xing wo men
hui xiang tong hua gu shu li
xing fu he kuai le shi jie ju

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Friday, April 01, 2005
9:55 PM

friday 1st day of april... april fooooooL!!!!

today is friday.. last skool day of week.. hees.

today in class.. lit den tavis come back to our grp.. say wad bring life back to us.. pui pui lar.. b4 dat we lively le.. haha.. tink we rely jia lat.. got scolded alot tym.. tink alot ppl oso say us ler.. den i tak out my disapearing ink.. den tavis go pour on timothy.. but evrione noe le.. den timothy keep pouring here n dere.. haha so funiee. den we neva even do script at all.. jia lat.. den last few mins say muz hand in today den do.. den keep luffing at da way we read. haha..

den recess..den brian tak da ink.. den told me he thro le. scare me. lynn told me next week is all day haf co except wed.. scare me again leh! den go check notice board.. neva rite.. okies.. den is sci period. so quiet in class. den my grp lyk too loud den mdm zulaiha scold us.. den at least our grp ans correctly for some qns..

afta dat is english den is lyk haha we not lsitening al along.. den keep drawing highlighter.. den timothy play my ink.. den pass to sofy. die lor.. den kelvin dono struggle wif him den finally back to me.. make until so messy da sence.. den dinah keep draw den we draw back her.. nice color on her.. hhaha.. den she keep complain too ppl one.. haiyo. even kian hua wan play.. den ask him got highlight da points. he say don care. so mean! den i tink we too much le lar.. sci lesson oso. hais.. den stil draw here n dere.. my hand spoiling soon.. den snatch da ink here n dere..

after skool veri funie.. dey wait for me to sweep da dirty classroom.. ppl complain classroom dirty.. muz clean.. cos i on duty.. arh... so dirty. lyk 1 yr no sweep.. eeeuu. den dey say i sweep le stil same. stil complain.. den vincent come in.. aiyo.. den he n dat dinah.. wha siao.. piangz. make my job so tough.. but i keep luffing. haha den farhanah oso.. laugh til mad.. den zhilin help me sweep. but dey so funie lor.. hide here n dere.. den chase here n dere. hahaha.. so funiee.. den vincent action so funie de lor him..

den after dat me n zhilin go eat food junction..keep feeling vibration.. its lyk earthquake.. den i so suay.. spill milo.. den go inside toilet.. da toilet aunty scare me.. she insde.. den suddenly i got a shock.. den she tok tok dono wad.. so tokative.. den go back. luckily food stil dere.. den c dis shop can record own cd de lehs... haha so shiok rites. err.. nvm.den laterr we must keep wait da life veri long.. cos i scare walk pass my aunty hu work in one of da shop.. later i c her she nag nag me.. den wait da life so long den zl keep go press rong buttton lor.. den we go find present.. after that.. went toy r us play chang cheng on key board..ppl keep look us.. den play da macdonald. so cute. i wan b child again.. can haf toys.. sudenly hand itch.. wan play erhu.. miss combine.. but hate da tireness..aiyo.. den wan go hme le.. den she stil pull me go back skool.. argghh..den c so mani ppl.. i dunwan c ppl.. dono y.. juz don feel lyk.. juz to c her rong name.. den finally can go hme liaos.. whahas ..

went hme to play my erhu.. hees.. my dad say i lousy.. bleahs..

me backbone is so curve.. but acceptable range. sure anorts. so scary. hate da nurse.

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9:06 PM

okay. thursday 31 mar i juz agar agar any how describe..

its hist den cme. arh aiyo.. no musisc. chnage le.. no fun.. den we juz do work.. listenin to mdm lim funie toking

den pe we played badminton... hees. is veri fun.. played wif weiyin emerlyn fung qi camilia zhilin but neva count points.. anyway startin stil can but lousier n lousier.. den today friday .. haha got some ppl say butt pain.. badminton play till butt pain de. haha. den after dat.. b4 end i go cut in dinah n farhanah playing.. hahas.. den we go recess late.. haiyos.. dats y no tym change.. den we go in.. mr halim dere le...

den project work veri fun.. we go librbary to do.. den me n dinah sneak to da toilet.. cos hair messy n looking so weird.. den we manage catch up wif class. den after dat in library find.. den sumitng happen.. haha. itchy...den me n shake compete wif brian to c hu manage to find bout sgpore ferst. ha.. den my grp got timothy zhilin n farhanah.. den we waiting for com to finish using by upper sec. cos now dey recess. den saw jasmine in library. after dat we quikly go snatch com.. eh.. my password cant b use.. y arh.. haiss. den i saw some grp finding wad ghost story de. haha. so funiee. den we lyk so bad.. gif timothy do all.. den we in da library lyk so noisy.. den i sit on aminah lap.. den dinah go sit on mine.. den dey ask kian hua sit.. haha. den aminah say veri nice.. den i sit onfarhanah lap more fun.. lyk da machine.. can move.. den dinah go put coiin in her mouth n it shake. haha.. i wonder y da librarian no scold our class.. den bell ring.. sci.. argh sci lab.. muz sit wif tt hu.. sians! i wan stay in class n play in our grp better.

haha den sci.. do experiment.. den ferst tym sofy do all.. i playin wif plasticine.. den after dat.. sofy n kelvin keep luff n tok.. veri noisy, den i compete wif him c hu can quiet til 0145 lor. canot stand his noise... can go mad lors.. haha but at last i tink i tok ferst.. den our grp kena asked by mdm zulaiha. den sofy keep blame me frm taking off da plascticine he maake den bring back she say wad our grp neve oay attention.. den keep us so long.. den later go class put bag.. buy little food n go up class.. got math tutoring.. some qns stil don undastand.. den amanda keep scolding sofy.

erhu lesson.. ahha. my erhu.. den emerlyn help me sms da senior to come out to mend my darling erhu. den wait for dem so long.. den got dis senior.. he actualli graduate ler.. frgt his name.. den he come n ask us wad happen.. den tel him.. haha so stoopid.. got ppl besdie us to ask den we neva even tink of dat. expert sommore. den neva notice.. haha.. den my erhu mend le! yeah.. my tune sucks.. so lousy.. den me amelia n emer go down eat den go up. we quikly go inside commence room.. den got no space for us.. den i sit near da percussion. veri loud.. i tink we practice quite well dat day.. got da mood. haha.. den cheryl keep ask me move.. den we keep c cello ppl.. dey move so nice!! haha.. ok lar.. den so fast co end..

dats all bout dis day!

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8:38 PM

hey i got lotsa tings to post .. frm wed to fri.. haf da patient to look orite? hees

wed 30 march - sch rehearsal.. no skool!! whahas

today was dis sch rehearsal for our coming syf on 20th april. whoosh its coming.. oh dear. we went to sch.. hahas. we had to change to costume for those hu haf it. n i got.. so we changed it.. juz looks so wierd. how come some ppl can wear so nicely.

we sat on da bus.. n dey asked us to tune our erhu on da bus!! ha lyk so kan chiong liddat.. da bus was shaking n shaking.. n we were in total mess.. den we take our erhu.. my erhu string come out.. its loose. ahh. den val one oso loose.. den asked xueling to help us mend.. is lyk evrting shaking.. den muz balance s mani tings de lors. den evribody go takk da joan sweet.. haha den pass here n dere.. den xueling wan tak so mani.. den at last pass back to joan.. left onli little.. haha. den she got a shock. cos she buy one whole plastic bag of sweet. i onli eat 2. innocent.. den can hear da zong hu in da bus.. whahas. dey r practicing.. so nice rites..

when we reach da sch.. haha.. so familiar.. we came to watch zhang bin lao shi play dere b4.. den alot memories last tym dere.. so fun dat tym.. den val say is ferst tym meet jiajuin dere de.. so funie.den wear da court shoes. so pain.. den now my leg behind got scratch so pain lers.. wear skool shoes oso muz bai ka liddat. den walk up so mani stairs. whas. buitahan.. den after dat go up da hall.. den buy tiao ying qi.. sisty dollar. so ex rites..i wonder if i go other place is lidat price anorts. ok. den we went up n play.. its lyk for da whole long tym inside dere playing.. den boring part is when not practicing our grp.. whhha. den amelia lyk so hungry.. den got dis man.. dono hu.. came to tok to us bout our music.. expection so high.. so we practice n practice.. dis is quite a serious practice. hees. den dey shoot video at us..

after dat.. finally finish lers.. whahas. den b4 finish muz rehearse walking in n out da stage.. den go out.. finally tiring finsh liaos.. in our head is all da co songs.. hahas. den alot ppl go buy sweets.. i b smart.. i go tak sweets frm ppl can le marhs. haha. den we sit down.. den we al al sit down n eat da sweets frm other ppl de.. den later me val jessica n jia juin eat finsh stephanie sweets.. den she say is not hers is weijian one. but too late.. we finsh da whole packet le.. den we oso tak hello panda frm others n finsh again.. den jiajuin go thro da sweets insdie his mouth.. failed twice i tink.. hahas. den it bounces off his mouth den drop on floor. den tak again.. den thro again.. den dono roll until other ppl dere.. haiyos. den got one tym da sweet drop until val leg.. den val gif him eat.. haha den he rely eat.. den he found out he go tak one sweet den go rub on his leg. disgusting lors. haiyos. den after dat go up da bus.. i thro da packet. den ching wei say keep eating.. suddenly shout. aiyo. his voice can scare ppl.. den up in da bus veri funiie. evribody pasing food here n dere. den veri funiee. some ppl can steal da food for so long one.. den at last oso dono pass to wher liaos.. den is lyk so noisy.. den suddenly awhile quiet le.. den junqun go whistle da chang cheng.. haha is lyk in our mind all onli got chang cheng n xing kong de.. den me n val slp.. but neva slp.. i canot slp. den she say i keep wake up den move. den going to reach dat tym alot ting.. veri funie.. haha. den later ching wei dey all go make dono wad hand sign ting.. den say erhu can make one kinda of hand pattern.. omg i canot lehs! means i cant play erhu.. alot erhu ppl all can de actualli.. den say dono wad rabbit n gun.. haha den da way he tok so funie. move da hand so fast.. den dono y lyk toking bout hand movement ting.. haha den da following day, i heard frm dinah dat tym in da grp.. she n timothy oso doing hand ting.. haha..

den reach skool ler.. so paiseh. wear dat costume.. but wed so weird de.. lyk no ppl.. den change to uniform so wierd liddat.. den my leg lyk unbalcne after changing.. den me n amelia eat in canteen.. after dat. in da canteen me n val go practice erhu. den so suay lehs. my erhu string broke off. waaa.~ suddenly de. is not loose. is broke. cos i tuning. tune til liddats. muz wait da next day for da seniors to help. den cant play my erhu.. den lynn oso da dono hu liuqing string oso. but fixed back le.. den we went hme.

at nites hors. so sad. cant play erhu... den so worried bout my erhu til cant slp.. almost cry ..den string broke til so jia lat.. another string even loose.. waaa~~ y liddats.. but luckily by now fix liaos.

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